I MEAN IVE ALREADY DEBATED THE MEANING OF LIFE AND WORKED OUT HOW MY MEMORY WORKS BECAUSE IT FEELS LIKE YOUR BRAIN WORKS LIKE A RICH PERSON... I CANT REMEMBER WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS AND TYPING OUT EVERYTHING I THINK GIVES ME TIME TO THINK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE TO WRITE BECAUSE IM TYPING AT ABOUT HALF THE SPEED AS IM THINKING RIGHT NOW AND I TYPE PRETTY DAMN FUCKING FAST! BUT IT CANT KEEP UP AND MY BRAIN RAM IS FULL SO I CANT FUCKING REMEMBER WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO WRITE BEFORE I WROTE WHAT I JUST WROTE. LUCKILY I AM WRITING WHAT I AM THINKING SO I CAN JUST GO LOOK AT WHAT I WAS GOING TO TYPE BEFORE I GOT DISTRACTED ABOUT EXPLAINING WHY I GET DISTRACTED WHILE THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING..... OH YEAH AN ANALOGY (THATS PROBABLY THE WORD IM LOOKING FOR, IM GOOD AT MAKING UP WORDS THAT SOUND RELATED BUT PROBABLY ARNT THE EXACT WORD IM LOOKING FOR BECAUSE IT MAKES ME SOUND CLEVER AND AARON ONLY GOT A C IN ENGLISH OR WHATEVER OR MATHS OR WHATEVER I REMEBER HIM SAYING ABOUT IT AND I JUST REALISED IVE STARTED TO SAY THIS OUT LOUD SO AARON HEARD THAT BUT HE JUST BUHHH AND DIDNT SEEM TO BE BREATHING) DAMN IVE FORGOTTEN WHY I WAS WRITING ABOUT ANALOGYS NOW HOLD ON... OH THE IRONY I JUST READ BACK AND READ A FUCKING MASSIVE SECTION I WROTE ABOUT FORGETTING WHAT IM WRITING AND GETTING SIDE TRACKED WRITING SOMETHING ELSE, LOOKING FOR WHAT IT WAS I GOT SIDE TRACKED LOOKING FOR LOL MY HEAD IS FULL OF FUCK. WAIT IVE GOT SOMETHING FUNNY TO SAY BUT I NEED TO SAY WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY ABOUT ANALOGIES OF RICH KIDS AND YOUR MIND OH YEAH THAT CAME TO ME AS I WONDERED WHAT IT WAS THAT I HAD FORGOTTEN. ITS LIKE I WAS AWARE THAT I KNEW I HAD FORGOTTEN SOMETHING AND JUST KNOWING THAT MADE ME RECALL WHAT IT WAS THAT I WAS TRYING TO REMEMBER. MY LONG TERM BRAIN IS FUCKING ON FIRE ATM LIKE I KNOW I CANT REMEMBER SOMETHING WHICH MAKES ME KNOW I CANT REMEMBER WHAT THAT SOMETHING IS AND THEN I INSTANTLY REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS .. BUT THEN IT GOES BACK INTO MY SHORT TERM MEMORY WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT AND THATS LIKE PUTTING IT AT THE BOTTOM OF A STACK OF CARDS BEING PICKED ONE AT A TIME FROM THE TOP AND I HAVE TO WAIT TILL IVE THOUGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING IVE THOUGHT ABOUT SINCE I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SPECIFIC THING UNTILL I AM ABLE TO PIN POINT EXACTLY WHAT IT WAS AGAIN.