Oh my god

MY RAM IS LIKE SHORT TERM MEMORY AND HARD DRIVE IS LIKE LONG TERM MEMORY AND THE RAM IS FUCKING BREAKING AND DOESNT DISPLAY WHAT IS HAPPENING WHEN IT HAPPENS BUT THEN IT DUMPS SOME OF ITS SHORT TERM MEMORY ONTO THE HARDDRIVE WHICH IS LONG TERM MEMORY WHICH IS WORKING PROPERLY SO THEN I REMEMBER THINGS THAT I DONT REMEMBER HAPPENING AT THE TIME THEY FUCKING HAPPENENED AWWW FUCK. AND THE HARDDRIVE IS READ ONLY BECAUSE I CAN ONLY REMEMBER THINGS THAT HAPPENENED BEFORE IN THE NIGHT AND AM THINKING OF ABSALUTELY NOTHING NEW AT ALL AT THIS POINT ITS LIKE I RUN OUT OF RAMS TO STORE IT SO I JUST FORGET EVERYTHING PAST THE POINT WHERE THE RAM GOT FILLED UP. ALSO THE CPU IS BUSTED BECAUSE I CANT ONLY STORE WHAT IS HAPPENING AT THE TIME, I CANT REGISTER WHAT IS HAPPENING EITHER SO IM BASICALLY BRAIN DEAD AND THE ONLY THING IM THINKING ABOUT AT A TIME IS MEMORIES THAT MADE IT ONTO THE HARDDRIVE AND NOT EVEN WHAT IM DOING THE SECOND IM THINKING ABOUT THE MEMORIES. I BECOME THE MEMORIES AND HOW AM I ABLE TO REMEMBER HOW COMPUTERS WORK AND RELATE IT TO MY BRAIN WHILE IM NOT EVEN ABLE TO TALK PROPERLY IRL RIGHT NOW OR CONCENTRATE WHAT IS GOING ON THE MOMENT ITS HAPPENING LIKE WE HAD THE MUSIC OFF OF SKINS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND FOR LIKE ABOUT 5 HOURS CUS WE LEFT SKINS IN THE DISK DRIVE AND ON ITS MENU AND WE DIDNT EVEN REALISE IT WAS PLAYING MUSIC UNTILL WE REALISED... I SUPPOSE WE JUST FINALY REALISED THAT THERE WAS A SORT OF BACKGROUND NOISE THAT OUR BRAINS

HAD TRAINED THEMSELVES TO IGNORE LIKE EVERYONE IGNORES MADDIE TINDLE OR ME RIGHT NOW WHICH IS WHY IM WRITING SHIT WHICH I CAN TELL THE GRANDKIDS ABOUT WHILE MY CREATIVE JUICES ARE STILL FLOWING BECAUSE IT WOULD BE A WASTE (OR AT LEAST I THINK IT WOULD BE NOW) TO NOT KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IT SEEMS FUCKING SWEET AND INGENIOUS RIGHT NOW BUT NOBODYS LISTENING TO ME AND I THINK I JUST WROTE THAT BUT I CANT REMEMEBER BECAUSE TO BE HONEST I DONT REMEMBER THE WORD I TYPED BEFORE THIS ONE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IM NOT EVEN AWARE OF TIME RIGHT NOW IM JUST SUBCONCIOUSLY WRITING SHIT THAT IM NOT EVEN THINKING ABOUT EXCEPT I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT MAYBE THINKING BECAUSE I WROTE THAT AND REALISED HOW MUCH IM WRITING ABOUT ABSALUTELY NOTHING. MAYBE IT CAN BE A NOVEL WHEN I DIE A HERO AFTER I SAVED THE WORLD SOME DAY LIKE I FEEL LIKE I COULD DO RIGHT NOW FUCK.